The Test

Some test are harder than others, I see, waiting waiting and waiting, waiting for that life I was told that was coming this year, waiting fo that break through that hasn't manifested yet, waiting waiting for the love and life I want to have, waiting waiting and waiting again.....mistakes along the way hope and praying for a better day... tears are mixed right now, chaos wow never thought I would ask for that but hey it can't be found, No one said the middle would be easy the start of the test I bucked up and said I can take it, the pressure got high and I did a sigh and took a deeper breath and said I can take it, I'm gonna make it... realizing that the middle is now hot, not sure where to turn to sure when it's gonna stop... so right now I'm gonna take it a micro minute at a time and each time no matter what I find I will praise God.. and in time (only His) will the middle pass and the ending in view for a longer lasting loving life....