Counseling

My heart bleeds with each and every harsh word that you speak, cutting deeper and deeper into the wombs that were in the process of healing... surpassed the emotional phases of crying, hurt, and despair... the heart bleeds blood of tears

Situations are not as they seem, underlying things that produce emotional outburst that you do not mean, coordinating with the physical being causing discomfort and did-ease, the words that were not suppose to hurt, tears, or despair... the words that speaks no care...

Slowly the heart beats, wondering, pondering, and testing the strength of the inner body, causing it to fail? Live? Searching high and low for just some comfort any comfort will do but there is none

Looking within self where others spoke long past, looking searching for the thoughts of the ones that raised her to see if those words survived the hatred blast....

Innocence can become deathly on others perceptions, but the truth remains their perceptions is only deception, deception of their mind masking the hurt that became blind to the future, present facts that life lives on.... though those words, that were slung... slung in misdirection causing chaotic perceptions that eludes the mind to think, is this because of me?

No just the past rearing its ugly head, glad to know you are thinking and your thoughts are not dead, to the fact that others have masked hurt, dealing with them on other levels, which causes the loved one hurt...do you hold on, standstill, or give up... choice is yours....

Me, I stand, I stand for honesty, truth, and liberty... I stand for the rights, the hurting, the ones in pain, I stand to fight for their inner man, I fight for freedom of release of words that hurt, from the pain, despair and all the ugly dirt... slung on a precious soul that needs to be freed from past, present and words....

Counseling

November 14, 2009 (Wendy L Bethea)